If It Wasn't For Me (ft. Orion Stephens)

from My Suffering by Divine Destruction

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I’m not fine
This is a life of guilt
I’m living off of borrowed time
I can’t help to be sorry that I’m alive

Scared into my mind your face slowly fades
I don’t see you for what I loved. I only see you for how you left yourself

Cold and alone you saw no other way out

When I fall asleep
Your face is all I see
Your body still hangs in memory
It should have been me

Kicking out the chair from underneath you
Falling straight down to hell only to be caught by the rope around your neck

Tears roll down your face
A sign of regret
This life that you can’t replace

I’m not fine
I’m living off of borrowed time
Are you happy now
That I’m dead inside

I’m not fine
Your voice is in my mind
As I read these words
From the note, you left behind

“I'm sorry”

Haunted

If I let you get the best of me
I will remain haunted

This will never be the same again
Sorry
Forever

When I fall asleep
Your face is all I see
Your body still hangs in memory
It should have been me

Your body sways side to side
If it wasn’t for me you’d still be alive

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from My Suffering, released May 11, 2021

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